Do you ever just sit and stare? Just realty be in a moment and just take in the world around you, you know? I don’t think people do this enough just sit and think. I’m here looking around at my surroundings and I just can’t believe this is my life! Whenever I wake up I half expect to be back in my old house, in my little room with my mother screaming bloody Mary for some reason or another. Sneaking out of the house, lying about where I am whenever I had a job or a casting or anything not school related, I hated having to lie but I don’t regret it in the slightest or else id never be here in MY beautiful apartment, in MY room that I don’t have to share with anyone, stretched out on MY king sized bed. I’m just waiting for the other shoe…