https://youtu.be/fhTJHCpRmek  Perhaps it is true to say that am unable to live with the unknown and for such reasons I  refuse to live a life where i do not know the identity of my  biological father.  Am  still infuriated with mum secretly,  lock myself in my room for hours a day, avoiding all human contact. Yes it may be true to say that I have become somewhat a recluse, I refuses to speak to anyone due to newly developed issues with loyalty and trust constantly playing on my mind. I replay flashbacks of how I felt at the moment it was revealed me  that the man I once called father, is not my dad. This steadily troubles me, I find it difficult to concentrate on anything other than the fact it would appear to me my whole life has been a lie.  What must be gathered is the fact that…