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‘m so scared, if Bradley finds out I’m lying to him it will be the end of us. Things are tense after the trip as it is! We had a massive row: I swear I saw him flirting with the barmaid and, I don’t know, maybe I’m being sensitive? We’re not in a good place – we argue about everything and nothing all from thin air.  I’m doing him a favor by not giving him an opportunity to know. A part of me wishes I didn’t know! This money could help us out though. Maybe it could fix all of our problems. I want us to work. After everything we’ve been through. Yeah, I’ve been having doubts but I know there’s something left. It can’t all be for nothing. It could get us out of this shit hole and shit hand, we could start a proper life together. It’s…