(Marcus has been sending me la Perla and Victoria secret, what am I going to do”)
What am I going to do? I mean I’m married, although in doubt of my unraveling situation, I’m still a married woman. I tried to tell Marcus to stop sending me the gifts, the fear of my husband ever finding out made me nervous, well I ain’t exactly doing nothing wrong by excepting these gives now am I? Given the status of our relationship, however, I couldn’t help but feel somewhat guilty.

So there I was standing in front of the mirror , modelling my deep purple lace La Perla, I can’t believe it he still knows my favourite shade of purple (giggles), suddenly I caught myself slipping back to the days of when Mike and I where good it seems so long ago, sometimes I wish we just worked at our problems together…