I had a doctors appointment today, Cassandra came with me,  I found out the sex of the baby… Im having a boy. The only thing I could think of was that i’m gonna be trying to raise a boy in a world which is so corrupted with gangs, I don’t want my son to be no hoodrat on road. This is why I need to find his dad so that he has a male figure in his life to teach him things that I wouldn’t be able to teach him. Everyday I’m constantly thinking about what happened on that day and trying to remember which boys I was talking to, but its all blank. Who’s going to teach my son how to play football? Who’s going to teach my son how to protect himself? Who’s going to be there for my son if he wants to talk to his dad…