I decided to go for a walk in the park to get my head around the record deal I signed.. This is my big break, words can’t even describe the excitement I feel, but it doesn’t help the fact that I keep thinking about my parents, I need to talk to dad, he’s driving me crazy. Soon i’ll be really busy, so i’ll hardly be in the house. Last night, I heard him on the phone, he he kept saying was, no wa hala,  a beg a beg… I fear for my mum, who knows how he treats her when i’m not in the house. I’ve built up a great relationship with my record producer I feel like me and him can talk about anything. I have to keep focus, life’s too short to be stressed out.. Oh yeah I saw this girl today she was really beautiful, she seems…