Went out yesterday with the girls to the Carnival, and I can honestly say I’m feeling myself again, it was stress free and just had mad fun. We went to a club afterwards, was sooo tunnnnt up lol The club owner was hella cute aswell I think his name was lance or something but either way, I ain’t bruk out like that in a minuet still. Came back with crystal, we hate breakfast, it was all good,  until she mentioned milo was back, oh god I remember when I had the craziest crush on him back in the day we used to talk on the phone for ages lol thinking about it now kinda makes me get butterflies, I hope I bump into him, back to reality I’m starting to actually think is Trevor actually gonna start taking me seriously or am I just another stress relieve beat …